To Dream of Freedom

wpid-img_2014-04-29_06_30_45.jpgWhat do you do when the only feelings you have streaming through your mind are thoughts of being trapped in a maze of life’s hardships and uncertainty?

When no matter how much you drop to your knees, the Lord’s voicemail seems full all the time.

Those feelings of skepticism and disbelief. Why am I here? What is this teaching me? How do I constantly manage to choose the wrong pill? Who can I talk to that won’t make me feel more sorry for myself or leaving me feeling judged? When, Lord, when will you see me through my test?

I don’t ask for, nor expect handouts or sympathy celebrations. I just yearn to feel free again!